StudyWeek

May 13, 2015

Aku bangun agak awal hari ni, sebab aku puas tido. Mau tidak, aku tido dari pukul 9 lebih, bangun kejap pukul 4 untuk study, then pukul 5 aku sambung lena. Parah keadaan aku ni okeh. Tapi aku pedulik kan je, sebab sejak minggu lepas migraine aku makin menjadi-jadi. Penyudahnya aku terpaksa jugak cari ubat. Tak tahan rasanya, sampai tahap aku rasa nak gondolkan je kepala bagi ringan.

Roommate aku biasa la, balik dengan kelam-kabut plus tak nak bercakap. Aku faham penat perjalanan naik turun Bukit Tension tu, aku pun cuma tegur sekadar berbahasa. Tapi bila nampak sangat betapa MALAS nye mulut tu nak terbuka menjawab teguran, aku decide untuk zip my mouth. Sebelum aku start nak terasa hati, ada baiknya aku layan kepala sendiri. May be it's good for her next semester, to share the room with the previous roommate.

Minggu ni banyak revision class untuk kitorang. Jangan la rasa terkejut, revision DIPAKSA sebab ada a few papers yang hampir separuh kelas gagal. Pengajar-pengajar punya mulut bukan main bising lagi.. sampai budak-budak ni naik tension. Benda dah jadi (fail beramai-ramai), so rather than TOO MUCH REFLECTION WITHOUT DOING ANYTHING, ada baiknya take action kan?

Macam pengajar subjek Neuroscience aku. Dah sah-sah separuh kelas gagal. Kalau diikutkan memang dia frust, tapi tak lama. A week after dia lashed out her frustation, dia set up a program of extra class for those who failed the paper. She even opened ten seats for those who have passed. Aku teringin nak join, but I'd rather not study in pressure. Make no changes to me. I'll do it my way, just like I always did.

Dalam kelas tu ada a few cliques yang aku namakan as Royal Group, The Beauties, The Islanders (bukan hina okeh, aku tabik tengok semangat bersaudara diorang), The Soft Spot and a few others. Aku tak berniat buruk when I put the name. It just pop out in my head, mostly due to the characters and features yang aku nampak. Well, some of this clique really exposed, bold and daring. Some really TALKATIVE okey, sampai tak reti nak hormat guru.

And in the Mid-Term exam I got the lower result compared to them. It's their reward for all the effort they've put during the exam. Cuma it kinda burn my spirit, terasa berkobar-kobar untuk kembali mengejar. I don't care much for the pointer or marks.. dah tua-tua cenggini semua tu dah takde maknanya. But I do really care about understanding everything. Like them. So aku akan berusaha lagi, TO BE ON PAR WITH THEM. Nak tengok orang tua cam aku ni boleh keep up lagi ke tak.

Banyak merepek dah eh? Stop dulu la. Nak gi tengok satu topic that have been nagging at me since yesterday. Aku ni kan slow, so I may need an hour to complete a readibg for one chapter. Nanti aku share ngan korang. Till then..